Tomorrow ish family christmas dinner.. wheeeee ._. I'm kinda looking to pig out in the dinner after getting my PMR results, coz I swore, if they sucked, I skip the buffet dinner for a bowl of instant noodles. *sniffs*

And yeah, that means my results are okay ^^ Yay~~ Mom cried, serious =____= She said it was okay(but I seriously think she didn't have faith in me and was betting I'd fail something --") And after that, she kept on pointing out that 20101 kids get straight 'A's. WHoooopeeeee. Whatever, at least I'm happy with my results ^^ Dad was estatic~ He was "What you want~?? I'll give you, but the limit must not be over 500~~" Kerfucken, teh guilt man. (And I still dunno if that 500 means dollars or ringgit @____@) And Mr.Ben was teh OMG XD!!!! He messaged me telling dad was proud and he used lingo tim. A 40 yr old man using lingo ish like teh amazing~~ I salute him X3!!!!

I wrapped a whooping total of 13 presents~ I am the family wrapper XD~!!!! Gimme 2 more Christmas and I'll be an expert XD!!!! I wrap em nicely with ribbons and cautiousness and what do I get?? People tearing em down with force, is that how you repay me??!!? And the wrappers, they cost money dude. Huh huh~~ (gawd, I'm seriously affected by Zephrin x____X~~)

And Zephele's poodle, Pepper~~ Teh bomb XD!!! A toy poodle and 3 dementeds in a house is like.. the dementedness XD!!! And Kaede, I seriously think you're right, the poodle only bites(more like chews) me =.= I must taste good --" He won't chew anyone else~~~ What if after a few months, and the poodle grows its canines and still has teething habits... teh blood~~ Teh coolness~~ Teh omg, I want that to happen XD!!!!


Group pic >> http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v250/Mikety/PICT0025.jpg

Another group's pic XD~~ >> http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v250/Mikety/PICT0032.jpg

Sempai and Karie >> http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v250/Mikety/PICT0023.jpg

And damn, this group pawns man~~
>> http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v250/Mikety/PICT0021.jpg

Boo~ >> http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v250/Mikety/PICT0030.jpg

*puff* >> http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v250/Mikety/PICT0043.jpg


{Randomness picked up from new book~}
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Show everyone that you are the boss.

What happens if if you talk in class?? Your teacher shouts at you.

Feeble.

What did Countess Elizabeth Bathory do to her serving girls if they chattered too much?? She sewed their lips together.

Get the idea??

>>OMG~!!! I so love that book, Horrible Histories-Rotten Rulers XD!!! They say stuff inside are all fake, what the heck, it ish possible, with the mad humans nowadays, just proves that humans are natural evils, even long before. XD!!!

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edited.

I spoke too soon.

Mom and I had a row just now. And it sucks even more coz I dunno the reason. Though I strongly sense it's coz of Jiun, the apple of her eye. Gawd, and it's only been a week since we come back.

Dad asked mom to get me a gift, a bag to be exact. When she suggested something just now, I disagreed coz it was too expensive and she said, "Nevermind, it's your dad who asked." I so hate that type.

It's really not fair that she pampers Jiun, aint't it??? Listening to her and all, like hell, everyone already notices.

Or it's me...

I think it's me, I should just die and donate my organs and blood to those who need it... no wait, I got ezema(is that how you spell it??). See, I can't even help when I die.

I shouldn't be born. Nuff said.

Gah... so angst, and I really do love Christmas.. *sigh* Dunno what to do during the dinner now, Ah Jack just messaged me to go barbeque at his house, so tempted. But that would make matters worse. And Yuan rubs it in more by pointing out the straight 'A' students in the papers. The papers shouldn't go publish the students, just makes things worser for guys like us.

*huggles Tinx* Thanks ne, sorry you had to listen to my nonsense just now, but really thanks ^^ And being demented on msn so helps ^^

I forgotten to mention in my previous post, Kaede, you are one damn good photographer. Really really damn good =____=

My parcels arrived already, wow. Pos Laju rocks lol. And the money I paid is really worth it. At least I made some people happy. Right??

Ah yes, I can be a good daughter... at times. Ceh Ceh Ceh.. such snobness and self-centredness(are there even such words..) XD~!!!! But heck, I just gave my uncle and dad(who just came back from China) massages. Massaged mom too... and I'm uploading songs to my 2 sisters' new mp3 players(daaaaaaaamn it). They're just 7 and 10, I begged for 6 months to get one and Jiun just asked 1 time. Kerfucken. At least I got mine ledi... *goes sob pathetically in a corner* Yesh, dad bought em in China, but it isn't that cheap... and the hotel's power supply went out so they had to climb 32 flights of stairs down...that's why I gave em the massage. Sometimes, life is sweet. Lol(and I'm just plain evil)

3 days in KL, 3 days out. Lol... My mom has just been kidnapped by aliens and they left a lookalike of her here =_____="

>>day 1
Aunt went to Sg.Wang to get haircut, I tagged along. Called Rei and Wynn to accompany me, they arrived a bit late so I went and shopped alone. Bought a new shirt, it's black and it has a tie... a tie~~~ XD XD!!!! And I finally gotten Daniel's new album~~ And I gotten some stuffs for the office gals. And I got Kaede a Haro plushie in green~~ And... 100 bucks gone in only a day =___= Thanks to Rei and Wynn for spending the day with me ^^ I think I scared them... XD!!! I am also a purikura kaki --" Passed Rei her Brunei prezzie and wonka chocolates to both of em.

>>cf day 1
Jingle Bells jingle bells... okay, I am officially demented and addicted to christmas songs. Hitched a ride with Juin and her bro. Thanks thanks thanks ^^ Great to see sempai after some time, passed her a lil figurine and a wonka chocolate(her bro got a chocolate too =3)I adore sempai's anbu costume ^^ And heck, Juin's bro's driving=the fast~~~ Starry enjoy.. but shocked at the beginning lol. But I dunno, I enjoy fast driving at times =3!!!!! Yesh, someone whack me~ Kaede bumped her head during the drive home @__@ Oh yeah, I bumped too, after she got down by her place --" His driving ish kakkoi, like I said, he doesn't have to worry for a job, he just go F1 tryouts ish enough dee XD~!!!! There were so many cosplayers ^^ Finally sae Karie(passed her a Haruka CD and a wonka chocolate). And gave Kaede her CDs, the Haro plushie and a wonka chocolate. Found a yellow flower and asked Kaede to help me spray paint it red for the 2nd day, sankyu ^^

And pandaaaaaaaaaaaa~~ there was a giant panda *___* I loves that costume~~ Oh oh, and Mario siblings X3~~~ *lubbles* And Gazette group ^^ And goddamit, everytime I see a loita doll, I really wanted to stab myself --" I wanna get one, someone donate 2 thousand bucks to me please... @____@

Harry Potter doujin~~~ Good dang lord, I gotten a harry potter doujin and bookmarks, lovely~~~~ Mwahahahah~~ I gotten Weasely twins for sempai and Kaede and bookmarks for Megumi and Kero... mwahahaha, spread the Harry Potter love~~ Speaking of Harry Potter, J.K.Rowling demented, she wanna kill the whole lot in the last book... noooooOOOooo~~~~ =______=

>>cf day 2
Okay... I put on a white blouse I borrowed from sempai, a knee-length jacket over it. Put on powder(note:baby powder ish not a good whitening powder =.=) and red lipstick and let kaede and LinChe put on eyeshadow designs on my face... sweet XD~!!! I so thank you guys who helped meh~~ specially Kaede and LinChe(whom I seriously think should get a profession in makeup instructing... heck, he knows makeup more than us @___@) Sandy's skit was okay ^^ And there are lotsa Edwards(FMA) @____@~~ And I'd totally fall for any Envy(if it was a guy) Asked CruelNeko to pass some stuffs to megumi, passed chocolates and some bracelets I got from Brunei to Sandy(stole some XD~~) Snapped some demented pics. And I shocked Zephele's dad who fetched me back to their house(oh yeah, they're new puppy ish teh kawaii~~ and playful~) I used three sheets of tissue to wipe the makeup off during the drive, uncle asked me to wipe it off before mom saw... awww. But I did thought of showing mom... damn, my brain is fritzed =__= And the giant panda was still there~~~ And more Jrock attires =3!!!!

Was so much fun after that month in Brunei ^^ Loved the company~~ Thanks to Kaede and sempai, I was so troublesome ~______~ Met lotsa cool people ^^ CruelNeko the kawaii(I was with her for half an hour when she suddenly asked Kaede who was I XD~~~)

PMR result out this Thursday, my brain is already fritzed, so it'll most prolly explode that day --"

(Moral of the story : Starry ish like a santa easter bunny, giving chocolates @_______@ Time with friends=fun and great and bring tissues wherever you go. )

Let's add a demented brat and some few days with some adults, life lectures and a weird-tempered/mood dad. What do you get? A more mature brat.

Heh, I'm kinda thick-faced admitting that I've matured but seriously, I feel as if I had. But I am still a brat.

Or maybe I'm feeling I have coz my PMS ish kinda near... bah for hormones --"

And I got a video cam. Nuff said. So far in my trip in Brunei, I've gotten a pair of Levis jeans, video cam, cool watch, iPod, furuba eng manga, memories and knowledge. As for last year when I was here, an old used laptop, mobile phone and some clothes... this year so pawns last. meh.

The video cam is i-Span brand. Don't argue with me bout the brand coz I dunno bout it too, but what the heck. It plays mp3s, can be a webcam, shoots pics, records vids and is also a voice-recorder... I find it interesting. I also have two 128 memory cards right now. Hey, I didn't asked for 'em. I was in the office when Miss Nice suddenly told me there was a fax bout digicams. Some time later, dad asked 'em to ask me bout the fax(which was a sony PowerShot 3.2 mp). The people in the office told him to get 1 which is at least 4 mp. I just kept quite since digicams weren't so top on my list and I already gotten lotsa stuff. Then after an hour, dad said "Uncle Ben's bought you a video cam and is on the way here". The fuck, I guilt easily, I dunno if dad paid him or it was a gift from Uncle Ben, but fuck, I really feel guilty. I am such a spoiled brat. And I feel as though everyone hates me again. Treating me nice just coz I'm the manager's daughter and lying to me.

Yeah, I still think like that, old habits, that's why I try so hard to be perfect but still feel like I'm not worth living.

Nuff bout my angst again. Will be going to Kota Kinabalu on Friday, I can use my Malaysian number again ^_____^ Will take pics~ And souveniers... gawd, I'm going almost broke again, at least Christmas prezzies for mom and sis are done and given. Yeah, I just didn't wanna wait giving it to em ^^"

Oh yeah, I went to my old school last Sunday, for the graduation ceremony. And I so regret moving at times. The school is like a sanctuary compared to the shitty school I'm attending now. Kinda like Japanese style, there are uniforms, the basic white shirt and dark blue skirt/black pants with a tie, but it's up to you how you wear it. Bangles, chokers, phones, mp3 players... everything ish allowed. Meh, I miss the freedome to where my own style and curse everywhere I go. Oh, and air-conditioned halls, okay food and less-talkative headmistress is also a plus.

The point is, I met some of my old friends ^^ Talked to a few since I was really invisible then *lol* Lots gotten bishier looking. And the dance performence was kinda lame, but you gotta give credit to the boys JE-type outfits. =x!!!! Couldn't drag Fishy to CF though ><

Mom is currently trying to talk me outta CF... help ._.

And and and... I am taking up bio-science and aiming for the doctor profession. Though dad wants me to be a bussiness manager.. ugh, I feel sleepy at the sight of numbers. Mr. Wu said to be a pharmacist is better but since Asia is not into the Western aproach of medical methods, I stick to doctor. And maybe a freelance writer but my language sucks to the max... If all fails, suicide... *lol* That is what the grown-ups have been mainly talking to me bout, careers =.=!!!! Mr. Jeremy taught me a lil QS-ing this afternoon along with Jenny nee-chan... the horror of numbers... and I hafta help with the calculations now... I scared of making mistakes and the whole building or company collapse... the horror @___________@!!!!!

Long post, haha.

(P/S : I've been addicted to saying fuck lately. Well not saying it out coz I'd be in deep shit but my mind always mouths 'em >.+)

(P P/S : The Cedric/Harry fic I read through moon_lit_night 's LJ is so so... I dunno how to describe.... >< but, I keep imagining it in my head x___________X~~ It's so wrong yet so right.... ._. )

Too many stuff, forgotten lots and lazy to think/type... bwahahahahahah *whack whack* I needed that ^^"

Carissa, sharron and Karen were here in about an hour ago, we watched Innoncent Steps and dang it. It was great! The main actor was so bishie but since I don't do korean drama that well, I dunno who's who. There's the main actor and actress' names in front but I dunno who ish who... *hides* ^^" It's a dancing romance movie. One of the few few few few... few Korean movies I watched. And I love this so much *nods nods* Go and watch~ The dance moves are great, and if anyone knows that well-known samba song, tell me the name... or better yet, gimme *lol* XD!!!

We going to Miri tomorrow coz we gonna fetch mom and sis ady after tommorow~ And fuck it all, I gained 2 kilos when in Brunei --" *goes on cursing* At least with mom here, I won't hafta think of what and where to eat dinner again, that is a great relief =x!!!

Lil family reunion in Kota Kinabalu during december 3, 4 and 5. Plus dad and I going to Guangzhou in mid-December, it's winter there... w00t~~~ And and and... I am kinda scared of avian flu =______= ~~ The semi-bad news is, if things go according to dad's weird mind... I hafta skip CF.... *speechless*

I just gotten HP:GoF soundtrack~ Yay~~~ Lol, I know, I am high on HP now @_@!!!

Okay, so watched Goblet of Fire with dad. It was actually enjoyable although lots did gave it bad comments ^^" I really wanted to watch this coz of the side effects.... and dragons XD!!!! The Dragons were sho sho cool, specially the lil mini dragons in the bags~ And the merepeople are real interesting... are they even considered mermaids x_____X!!?!

I like this movie, dunno why, nuff said =P!!!! It has gotten me addicted and high on Harry Potter series again. I'm planning to get all the movies sooner or later... the books too, I currently have the fifth book only(but it ish hardcover =x~) courtesy of Zephele's mom ^^

And and and... I admit Harry(Daniel) has such a nice body... ZOMG~~~~ Lotsa ppl are hyped bout Cedric though.

And I agree with Kaede, HP yaoi pairings are just so wrong but I can't help but sensing hints here and there T______________T Kaede~~~ I need help to get my mind straight, why izzit so wrong?? It just plainly is, now all I need is a lil backup to set my priorities rite --"

Lastly... pleae forgive this... Damn, Daniel you have a great body @____________@~~~~ *drools*

{Music ringing in my ears >> Arigatou - Kokia}

All the best to everyone in Malaysia taking SPM ^^~ Kill teh ebil beast~~~ wakakakaaka!!!

I've been meaning to update lately, but the mood always kinda goes away @______@ Here's some points on what's up with my life in Brunei....

• This ish a post from Brunei XD!!! And I know it's 1 in the morning and I'm using dad's laptop XP!!!
• The trip here was ok. Custom steals things... damn em all, why can't they just be honest --" The ferry trip from Labuan to here ish cool X3!!! Take it from me, take the highest floor when in boat trips, more scenery and fun X3!!! Unless you got motion sickness ^^" 
• Working ish tiring ._. But if the staff's great and friendly, it's fun XD!!! Plus, what I'm doing isn't considered work, it's like helping out in the office XP!!
• I finally got an mp3 player!!!! No... I got and iPod ^^!!!! No, I got an iPod that can play mp4s(videos) ^_^!!! No.... I got a 30gb iPod that's ish sho sleek XD XD XD!!!! Okay, I'll stop now, that's a bit too over ^____^"
• I lub staying here, freedome... mwahahaha, okay, I admit I was confused/emotional last week (damn you flu =_=!!!) I like it here *so far* Peaceful and I have no one to fight with XD!!!
• Dad's colleages are weird... but I like em sometimes *lol* Mr Ben ish teh reason I got teh iPod now XD!!!!
• Dad's colleagues are really really.. weird (not only colleages, people he works with are also... quite interesting ^^")
• I'm seriously gonna gain at least 2kg here T______________T!!!
• I just bought Furuba manga vol.3-6... in English XD!!! It'sh sho worth it here =.= Now I got the whole set of manga(cept in seperate languages, 1-6 English while 7-17 Chinese ^^") And I saw vol 18 jap ver. that day, that means a new vol =3!!!
• I just got to meet Carissa on my 3rd day here --" I am a bad friend ><"
• I don't like getting fat *wails~~* I'm doing at least 80 sit-ups everyday now... but the food ish... .___.
• I will make a proper post soon. I miss going online frequently ._. I miss minna-san *clings onto Kero, Megumi, Kaede, sempai, Marika, Hao-kun, Tinx and everyone dear to me*!!!! I hate getting fat... *gets whacked again* o___o!!!!!
• Thanks to everyone who replied in the previous post *huggles minna-san*~ =3!!!